affectionsuggestions:

loving you made me want to live.

Im dating again. and I’m on tumblr again, a little strange coming back to a blog of sorts where I was so unhappy in my relationship with a dead beat boyfriend and friend. He was the worst. Happyendingimwaiting? so not me anymore.

idgafalck:

• people will question you, they will question your motives, your sanity, “why can’t you find someone here”, “yeah good luck with that”
• just because someone lives far away doesn’t mean they’re not the one
• just because someone lives close to you doesn’t mean they are the one
• you will have doubts, it’s not your fault, it’s human nature. But you’ve got to be mentally stronger than those doubts
• it’s one of the hardest things you’ll ever do
• but also one of the most rewarding things you’ll ever do
• there are moments when you’ll get sad, for no particular reason, and you’ll sit and wonder why
• you have to be ready to make hard & life decisions all the time
• it’s expensive, but fortunately there are many ways to get around these days
• people will tell you to suck it up, “you chose this, you knew what you were getting yourself into”. But it is ok to be upset
• nothing can compare to the feeling you get when you’re with them or see them for the first time in a while
• it’s worth it

Just some late night thoughts.